Wednesday, July 9, 2008

fear

lately, it seems like waves of fear have been over taking my life.

so odd, because not that long ago, waves of absolute belonging so intense i couldn't focus were over taking my being.

are both these waves symptomatic of my inability to "be here now"?


i wonder why i suffer from such feeling of loneliness, but yet keep myself secluded in my apartment?


i wonder what love means to me.


i wonder what it means to love someone means to me.

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